Jul 11 08:19:41 105 PA
From Chronicles
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Desmond is sans books to read today. Rather, he spends this weekend morning in thought. Sitting on one of the benches near the fountain, he has his legs crossed. He's taken off his boots to make for a more comfortable posture, his hands laid upon his knees as he gazes towards the ground steadily. His ears are perked, listening to the calming sound of the water behind him as it babbles away. Though his expression lingers in the realm of neutral, there is a subtle tension present within that lingers despite the calming environment.
Aimee is here purely to find him, her steps taking her through the park, past Moes, to here. She pauses, watching him for a moment with an odd expression on her face, before she smiles, moving forward. "Mon chat..." She calls softly, making her way to his side. "You look as if the thoughts are heavy in your head..."
The big male's eyes open fully when she speaks, his head lifted and turned towards her. It takes a moment for the soft haze of deep thought to leave Desmond's eyes, but as he blinks the state away his expression softens. Though the light tension remains as he lifts a hand towards her, inviting her to come closer. "Yes.. something of great significance has occurred. For Kesslan. I do not know what it will mean for him, but I am concerned."
She moves closer, leaning her body against his, her arms curling around his neck. She bends her head to drop a kiss against his cheek, her eyes thoughtful. "What happened? He isn't hurt?" The question is almost a whisper against his ear, she is leaning that closely. Her face, like her eyes, is thoughtful, contemplative.
Desmond curls that welcoming arm about her gently, his head given a slight shake after the kiss and question. His hand coming to a casual, comfortable rest upon the curve of her hip. "Some of his people have come. I was at the park, speaking to some others. He too came and.. it all happened quite suddenly. A portal opened and they came though on a hover vehicle." He pauses a moment to let her process this before he continues. "There was an elder with them. They spoke of being pursued by the Atorians. But they are here for a time. He went with them, for the elder to share words with him." He looks to her and clarifies his own thoughts, "This is not bad in and of itself. Perhaps very good, for he could have an easy means to tell his people of what there is to find here. Though what private words there are to speak.. I know not what they might share. I wonder what effect this will have for him and the burdens he willingly takes upon himself."
"His people? But I thought..." She trails off, her forehead wrinkling, the thoughtfulness driven out by confusion. "They came here, but did the At...what do you call them? Atorians? Did they follow?" She leans back enough to see his face, and to watch him. "It must be a shock for him,..."
"It was.. I have never seen him so taken by anything before," Desmond confides. "Despite that, he did address them with confidence when the first shock passed. As to the Atorians.. I know not if they will come through, but the portal closed before anything could emerge. There were.. insect creatures on the other end before it closed. The other end of the portal.. there was a rancid scent that came though. Perhaps it was his homeland. He has told me before that his home would be toxic to those such as well."
She shudders slightly, leaning back into him, her face hidden for a moment. "Poor mon minet. It must have been a shock for him, to have his past life arrive, ..." Her fingers stroke his neck idly, her face thoughtful once more. "Do you think he will leave with them?" There is an underlying trace of anxiety in those words, her eyes searching his face, perhaps for answers he does not have.
Desmond shakes his head slightly. "They have spoken of coming and going.. perhaps they have a steady means to travel worlds," he rumbles thoughtfully. "I don't believe that he will go with them.. especially if they can come and go. But I anticipate he will come to speak with me soon. So too the elder.. he has promised words in time. I will admit, I find the potential of speaking to such as they fascinating. The ways of his people.. they resonate with me, even though I have not lived by them. To learn more of such things.. it would be a favorable pursuit." Though he is quick to add, "MY roots are here, however.. I have no plans to travel unless you are at my side."
She nods slowly, listening to his words, digesting them slowly, her forehead wrinkled. "They might want you to return too?" She questions, drawing a little back from him, her eyes studying his face, before the lowered lashes conceal her thoughts. "What would they think of mon minet and I, and you?" This thought does show its troubling lines on her face, drawing eyebrows together.
"No.. but I did not wish you to mistake my interest in their ways," Desmond rumbles to her. "I do have a deep interest in his people.. in their ways. But it won't draw me from you. Perhaps I assumed much in that, but I would make myself clear to you." Then a pause to consider their situation. "I know not what they would think of you and I. Or Kesslan and yourself. What he and I share, it is accepted amongst their kind, as is the bonding of more than just two." His brow furrows as he notes, "So too I know not what they might think of the truth of my past.. my origins. I think that I might know better when there is a moment to speak with the elder. But even then.. I am hesitant to bring up such a thing. I do not wish to bring dishonor to Kesslan by association if such things are frowned upon. I think I will ask him of these things, for I know he at least is accepting."
She listens, her face thoughtful, but not revealing of those thoughts. "Perhaps it is better to know before we show ourselves to them. I would not have anything hurt mon minet, not for the world." She lifts a hand, to touch her fingertips against his cheek gently. "Wait, and don't borrow the trouble, mon chat. You are worrying over things that might not be." She hesitates, her forehead wrinkling slightly. "We all do that."
Desmond tilts his head into the touch, his eyes half closing as he rumbles, "I cannot but worry for him. Perhaps you know it not, but he thinks more towards other than himself. A favorable thing to a point, but I believe it takes it to the extreme. Previously I read some books on massage. A skill I had hoped to cultivate for you and for him, to provide ease. I did practice the skill upon him, as mastering the application of force is safer with him.. I did cause him some discomfort before getting a proper handle on it. He had great tension within him.. tension that he thought natural. This, along with talks we have had, build my concern for him and his well being."
Her thumb brushes against his cheek, her mouth curving slightly. "Massage, huh..." She murmurs, her gaze affectionate, before she drops a light kiss against his mouth. "I think, you are right but perhaps, mon chat, wait for him to call us. If his friends, they don't think what we do is right...?" She gives him a look of some anxiety, biting her lower lip. "What then? For the greater good, would he not give us up?"
Desmond receives and returns on the kiss lightly, his other arm lifting, slipping around her waist as he pivots his upper body to face Aimee, considering her words quietly. "I am waiting.. I wish to speak to Kesslan first. To know what they have told him.. what he thinks and intends after this. To decide then what to do." He cants his head slightly then and rumbles, "I would not care for their thoughts on this in the end, if they would condemn. He.. I know not. But i sense that for 'greater good' he would sacrifice of himself. Including the bond we hold. It seems his nature.. that he believes it is his lot to suffer for the greater. Despite my words to the contrary on this. It is another reason that I hold great concern for him.. wish to give to him what happiness I can."
She nudges at his legs, aiming to stand between them, closer to him, face to face. "I know you are, he would give up anything for people." She sighs softly, "Stupid cat." Those two words are soft, rueful, matching her eyes. "When he is done talking, we will be there for him, and do as he needs." She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, green eyes watching him through her lashes.
Desmond adjusts his posture as Aimee seems to desire, the posture shifting to one more natural, his arms wrapping her lower back anew as he gazes into her eyes. "Bound by his honor.. favorable, though how much he would sacrifice.." He shakes his head slightly. "He takes on more than he should. Looks too easily to ways that harm him." He dips his head, turned to lay it against her breast lightly. "If I speak to him before you, I will come to you with what I may.. he and the others went to speak of private things. Kesslan sought to include me, but it was denied. Though I would hide nothing from you, if there is something Kesslan wishes me to keep discreet, I hope you will understand if I do. Though as he spoke for me, so too will I speak for your right to know."
Aimee runs her fingers lightly across his head, stroking, soothingly. "Of course. I understand, mon chat. Sometimes there are things you cannot tell anyone." She shrugs lightly, "Sometimes for their own good..." She murmurs the words, pressing lips against the top of his head, a gentle gesture. She leans her body into his, the movement somehow more tender than sexual, comforting rather than teasing.
Desmond seems to take it as it is given, quiet for a few moments after her words. His thoughts rolling to something new. She might get a sense from him that some quiet thing works against the calming touch she gives. The big male finally decides that this need be said. "Aimee.. there is something else to share." But even then he takes a moment to decide how to phrase things. "Before the arrival, Kelley and a woman, Monique were there. It seems that he has turned his affections towards her. I know not what has fallen between you two since the times before, but I think it proper that you know this.. and likely you would have discovered it in time. So too he knows of our coming union, though I had thought to take care in revealing such things to him.. to adhere to avoid seeming boastful. The reveal of it was unintentional, but as he asked after, I answered what questions he had carefully." He keeps his posture as it is as he speaks, an ear perked for her response.
She listens, still in his arms as he speaks. Her fingers pause during his comments but she resumes stroking gently, silent for a few moments before she replies. "I thought perhaps he would find someone quickly. I am glad for him." She draws back, a smile on her lips as her hands hold his face in her hands, bending her head to drop a kiss on his lips. "And I have these wonderful men in my life. Mon chat, mon minet. Why would I be upset?" She shrugs lightly, her eyes studying him. "And he had to hear. If he has someone new, it shouldn't upset him."
Desmond lifts his head when she moves back, looking to her eyes as she cups his head. Some concern at first, but it fades as she speaks, the kiss again returned gently. He nods his head slightly, so has not to break the light contact. "I know not his thoughts.. he asked an odd question of me before the coming of Kesslan's people, but otherwise it was hard to read him. More concerned for you I was than for he. I still hold the same feelings towards him as before, but I am polite to him, for you."
She rubs her thumbs gently over his cheeks, her eyes studying his face, thoughtfully. "An odd question? What was it?" Softly, her forehead wrinkling slightly. "I think, he and I can't be friends. I can't be comfortable with him, not in a way I can with a friend. He doesn't see me, not as I am." Regret in her voice.
"He asked 'How I do it'. I asked him what he meant, but before a response could come, Kesslan's people came," Desmond rumbles, his thoughts rolling back to the strange question, which has escaped his grasp somehow. And to her other words he states, "That then is his folly, for who you are is a wondrous thing. Perilous and wondrous." Those words spoken with a fond warmth in his deep voice, not a flicker of insult meant by the odd characterization. "But I feel I can understand that this is true now.. he spoke of you as random. But that is not true.. you are tempestuous, but in the way of fire.. at times unpredictable, but understandable." The ease with which he comes up with these thoughts and largish words, it might be obvious he has considered these things before.
"How do you do what, mon chat?" Her face holds confusion, "I think he needs something softer, a little kinder." She smiles at him then, softness in her face, "Than your flame." She leans into him, wrapping her arms around his neck, hugging tightly. "He doesn't understand, if you put your hands over a flame, to keep it safely, you smother it and it dies." She hides her face against Desmond's neck, her hair tickling against him.
Desmond shakes his head slightly. "I know not what h meant.. I thought perhaps you might fathom his aims, but I suppose it shall remain a mystery." Then he adds, "Monique seems to be just as you believe he needs. She is quiet and softer. And very kind. I spoke to her of my thoughts towards Kelley and she accepted it without reproach." As she leans into him, he lifts one hand to stroke his fingers through her curls, giving a nod as he rumbles, "It is just so.. you must be held gently, with care. Allowed to grow and change. Tended with care and respected. All things I have had to learn and knowledge I treasure."
She lifts her shoulders slightly, leaning into the touch, tilting her head into his stroking. With Desmond sat on one of the benches beside the fountain, and she stood between his legs, leaning into him, her hands against his face. "I don't know, I think perhaps he and I did never understand each other." She bends her head, dropping a light kiss against his lips. "We both need our freedoms, mon chat." Softly spoken, with affection.
Having finally found a moment to himself since the entirely unexpected arrival of the other pantherans, Kesslan has come to the museum. The others left to their own devices for the time being to make what preperations they feel they need. Perhaps a few even now exploring the sights of this museum. Kesslan simply decided he needed a moment to get away from it all to get his head straight and thus he's come here to the garden, his head still swimming a little at the implications of everything. He's not even had a moment's rest yet to even begin to consider what those implications could be, and thus, in this mildly agitated and distracted state, he doesnt even notice the presence of Aimee or Desmond. At least not yet.
"And we have them with each other, even if there are times of conflict," Desmond replies to Aimee lowly. The latest kiss received with the same welcome. "It seems that what has come before has seen full circle and closure.." Whatever it is that alerts Desmond to Kesslan's presence, it comes to him then. His head turned within the frame of Aimee's hands, looking towards the entrance as Kesslan moves away from it, some moments after his actual entry. His expression firming slightly from the soft, warm relaxation he often comes to in Aimee's presence. he will lift his head gently from her touch, but will keep his arms around her as he lifts his voice. "Kesslan." Greeting him with a note of his prior concern leaking back into his voice.
She steps back, turning to face the newly arrived feline, "Mon minet?" She questions softly, her eyes moving over him, almost automatically checking him for physical harm done. "Do you want Desmond alone?" The offer is made, softly, without resentment. Her fingers still stroke lightly against Desmond's neck, gently caressing. "If you two wish to talk..." Leaning her hip against Desmond's side, she watches Kesslan.
For the first little while Kesslan doesnt respond, he'd not exactly expected to find either Desmond or Aimee here, and he's lost in a confused jumble of thoughts. Throw in the fact that for the first time in ages he'd gone back to using his native language on a regular basis, and his mind doesnt quite catch, nor intially translate the words spoken. It's something he generally has to think about at least just a little, and in his highly distracted state, simply isnt capable of doing.
All of which explains why he suddenly blinks a little and looks over a little dumbly at Desmond and Aimee, his mind still in the process of registering their presence. "Sorry... is well?" he asks, sounding even as distracted as he looks, and failing to answer the question posed.
Desmond frowns slightly and rises then with Aimee drawn back, to approach Kesslan directly. Though before he does so he looks to Aimee and places a hand on her shoulder. A soft grip that might speak 'stay' in a mute manner. "I am well, but you do not seem so. Come.. sit." Inviting even as he will extend a hand to take Kesslan's. He doesn't expect to find any fight against the touch, nor his intent to draw Kesslan towards the quiet, calming sound of the fountain. For the moment, he will focus on giving Kesslan some comfort, some grounding in their presence, perhaps. The touch, the invitation amongst the two, where they were settled before. He's taken his boots off before to make himself more comfortable, they linger still near the bench.
She obeys that mute request, but hangs back, perching in his seat on the bench, her legs drawn up to be hugged, for her chin to rest on whilst she watches them with worried eyes. Her eyes follow each small movement of both men, tracing their expressions and gestures with thoughts hidden in her eyes, the lashes used to good effect. Kesslan still seems a little out of sorts, but he goes along away, for the sight of Aimee and Desmond is indeed a welcome one, he's just... well. Not himself quite this moment obviously. Distracted still and relatively lost in thought. Still, he does lean over to give Aimee a fond if sitll somewhat detatched nuzzling first. "Just.. that only not true ever belive thing this as could happen." he sasys in lame and poorly worded explanation.
Desmond seems to understand and responds, "So too did I not think such a thing could occur.. that they would find their way here." Just the thought of it leads a flurry of questions to rise up in his mind. Yet in the immediate he keeps them leashed, if not banishing the sharpening of curiosity in his eyes. His intent is for Kesslan to sit where he can be between Aimee and himself. Either way, he will assume, "Many words have been shared, no doubt.. have you eaten? Rested?"
Aimee reaches out a hand, uncurling to offer to draw him down to sit with her, "Of course, how could you know?" She replies softly, her hand outstretched, welcomingly. Her face is softened, sympathetic, understanding, her own fears and worries pushed aside. "None of us could."
"It.. means much." Kesslan says softly, ignoring for the time the quesiton of if he'd had time to rest or eat. "Truth that is much importance in this as even elder see. He is of the spirit touched, mean then that perhaps way back they could find if safe return have he. If this then done, much easier is task, much good for pantheran this will do." he looks to Aimee and then Desmond then, "Much this will change."
Desmond nods his head once and rumbles, "So too I had considered.. they spoke of going and returning. If such is truth, your mission seems to have become an easier thing.. all there would be then is to gather for them to pick up and use, yes? Or better yet, others could come to scour for what is needed. I know not of what lies at the far corners of this world, but many a fanciful story I have heard in passing. I given them no credence in the details, but who can say what else is to be found out there?"
She listens to his words, her gaze resting on his face, before moving to Desmond's, uncertainly. Then, she rises from the seat, a decision made, her face firming in expression as she moves closer to Kesslan, first reaching to touch him lightly with her hand, and then, if he allows, curling arms around him to hug tightly.
She listens to his words, her gaze resting on his face, before moving to Desmond's, uncertainly. Then, she moves in the seat, a decision made, her face firming in expression as she moves closer to Kesslan, first reaching to touch him lightly with her hand, and then, if he allows, curling arms around him to hug tightly.
The touch and embrace are not resisted, merely leaned into slightly. Beyond this there is not much in the way of a response. The pantheran still seeming rather out of it, certainly having an obviously hard time coping with what this all heralds, not just for himself, but for his people. A chance certainly, a better one definately than he alone could have accomplished. He remains there quietly for a few mimnets before one arm moves to embrace Aimee, while the other offers the same treatment to Desmond. "It is the elders decision that for the time, here must I stay. Plan they to return with more, to seek more. And wish they that I find more for them to return with. Such was plan to follow when begun this we did, yet seems it, that I am only one of all sent away to contact again."
Desmond returns the touch, one of his arms moving to drape over Kesslan's shoulders. Listening to his words carefully, seeking to understand past the still developing roughness of his speech. "I am quite glad you will remain, the possibility that you might depart was something I considered. What you say.. they did plan to seek those who were sent out as you were?" And while he does pay a good deal of attention to Kesslan as he responds, so too do his eyes flick towards Aimee from time to time, taking in her own reactions and words.
Aimee does nothing but snuggle against Kesslan, beneath his arm, her own going to circle his waist, her cheek against his chest. "You are staying?" Her voice is soft, "I was afraid you would leave us." Her face is hidden from Kesslan, but Desmond can see the truth written in it, her eyes shining green with tears. "They plan to bring more?" Confusion rises and she blinks the tears away, sitting back.
"Go would I if they willed, but return would I." Kesslan says firmly to Aimee's concerns. "Go in future perhaps for a while must I some day." he turns to look at her, not feeling quite so overwhelmed now, or perhaps simply his mind, given focus once more, is simply shoving everything asside for the time being so that he can give more intelligible answers. "If can yes, some return shall. Desire is to make place this contact for other, explain did I this world lead to many other, lead to much other thing, have many clan, many thing. Others come will if can to do looking for these things." a pause then "War there was when left, but it was war between pantheran. Make look to Atorian that co-operate we were. Much change now, now all Pantheran fight Atorian. War such as not before been now is. Much fight, much death. Much disadvantage to Pantheran. Others from the starts come to help Pantheran fight. Pantheran will need more to help continue fight or fail will and world will burn under Atorian weapons."
Desmond listens to Kesslan's words, the talk of departure and return met with simple agreement for now. The rest drawn in with a different sort of attention. War.. this he knows to a point. "If there is disadvantage, then it is important that what is needed be found here. And that you do what you must to aid your kin in their struggle to survive." His hand shifts, gripping Kesslan's armored shoulder firmly. "We will be here should a time come that you must depart, as I told you before.. and you will always have a place with us, no matter what comes for you or for we two."
"I'm glad you would come back to us..." She returns the look, steadily, no sign of the tears, brushed aside. "What type of help?" She questions softly, before Desmond speaks, and she falls silent, leaning back into Kesslan's embrace for a moment before she pulls back, looking between the felines. "I think, me, that you two should talk. Desmond knows my thoughts, and sometimes you speak more freely about your feelings to him." She tilts her head back, offering him a kiss, her eyes warm but gentle.
Kesslan sighs softly "What ever pantheran can get, is need for." he says simply, leaning over to give Aimee that desired 'kiss' as best he can, and as allways there's that slight lick on her lips with his tongue as well. "Much they will need in time ahead, but think I spirit on side of Pantheran, for spirits help them find way here. Spirits answer plea from one who cannot hear words of spirits. Change everything this will for Pantheran, but as allways, pantheran adapt will."
Desmond lifts his other hand to extend it out and gently touch her shoulder as she indicates her departure to come. "Be well, My Flame. Perhaps we shall come to spend some time soon." He glances towards Kesslan at that, a light question in his eyes at that. And after she has gone, he looks to Kesslan and muses, "I have no doubt your people will adapt.. but I wonder what this changes for you in the now. You stay in the now, that much you have said. But what else comes for you? What did the elder have to share with you?" His curiosity bubbling over just a bit.
There is a pause then, a hesitance from Kesslan to answer that question... and yet it's one he does not like. "There are things Desmond, of which can I not tell others. Of these, oaths demanded and sworn were. Such choices are not of mine to make. Trust Aimee and Desmond with these things would I, but others do not. Not is my place to question these things of an Elder, for much pantherans have suffered at hands of those once trusted." He says at last "Of what can tell, the war is waged in open now. As one the clans fight, as one they rebel. But much help needed is. Help comes from the outside, but slow is. This why is most important for them to return soon, to bring with them what have found I, and what more can get they before go. Dangerous this be will for them, but all understand what must be done. All understand risk that is."
Desmond lifts his other hand to place his hand against Kesslan's chest, rumbling, "I expected this much. And so too I have told Aimee that there might be things that you tell me that I may not tell her. She too understands what must be in this." He cants his head slightly before clarifying, "You did not answer just what I asked. I understand the war that exists now. But what I wonder about is what this all means for you alone. Though I would understand if you are not yet sure what to make of it on a personal level."
"There is not that I would tell you, that would I not too tell Aimee. As what would affect you, in turn would affect her." The pantheran says firmly "Of myself, orders have I yes, but in end, change not they what would do have would before, only more... purpose in this have now. More reason. More hope. WIsh they I become important uppon this world, yet think I this is not a thing possible." he explains. "Yet know I that there is much one even such as I could do to aid others of my kind... much knowledge is there to be had even in this one place of this world. " a brief pause "It time is think I, that start learn I to read your language, so that explain may I write of how to read of your language, and then, when more come, could I give these things to them, and return could they to Seriv with not only what written have I, but too what others of this world have written. So that knowledge that even I not undestand could they in time have, and in turn open way for Pantheran to easier trade do with this world."
Desmond nods his head slowly as he processes this information. "Yes.. this is a favorable path. Much is the knowledge to be found in books. To let them learn the ways of reading and writing here will allow much knowledge to be known.. some of the learned ones of your people could come to explore the library here as well. Many are the books within.. surely some would have information that is of use. As to importance.. there are many ways to be so here. What you require are means to obtain weapons.. armor and other such things, yes?"
"More than simply this Desmond. Trade alone can aquire these things." Kesslan points out. "Much it would help yes to aid in these things getting, but information. This is key to all. Way to for Pantheran easy make of these things for self. Way to for Pantheran improve own thing. Way for pantheran to make trade on big many things with others. But find must they those who not will lie, those who are honourable instead must be found. This thing is think I could do."
"And I would aid in this as well," Desmond offers without hesitation. "Though know I few of learning who are known well enough to be to be trustworthy. There is Kelley, who seems learned. But.. I do not trust him. Cali, perhaps.. she knows much of things mechanical. I trust her and consider her a good friend, yet.. she is free with her words, often. Too free for information that you wish to be fully secure."
Kesslan nods "Truth in this yes. But of these things much there is that secret there need be not. Truth that if Atorian find this world and what do I would, would they attempt stop. But of others? Think I not as much, and if Atorian this world find, much more trouble be there will as Atorian would seek to claim this world for their own. And of this then would all turn to be enemy." he points out "Thus fear I not that if word go that seek I these things for other world. Enemies and friend alike it would draw, inevitable this is."
Desmond muses that for a few moments before he opines, "If the Atorians sought to take this world, they might find it a difficult thing," he rumbles. "But I would think it better that such a thing not be tested, for much chaos would be sewn in the process." He muses this quietly for a few moments. "I am not sure what help I could offer in this. Little do I know of learned matters, truth be told."
"Yet this world you know better than I. Know more of who one can trust, who one cannot. Know you where may I go to seek these things yes? Allready say you speak of Caliopa, had I known her not allready, then know not would I to seek her." Kesslan says softly, leaning over to nuzzle Desmond reassuringly. "Much there is you can do that think you not of yet. As it was with I."
Desmond nods his head once to that. "Truth be told, I know not too many.. though some, yes. But so too I could offer what insights I have as to the ways of humans. That much I can do." He returns the nuzzle gently and considers. "Kelley seems to have great interest in your people. no doubt it would be easy to garner learning of some sort from him. Though still I do not give him great trust. Of course, it might be my own dislike of him that speaks in this.. you might ask others on this, to gain a more balanced picture. There is Cali, yes.." He pauses, frowning faintly. "I am not sure of others at this moment. But Aimee may know. This we can discuss with her as well."
"Truth, Kelley could be sought in some things, but wary I would be of such a thing. I do not allways mistrust his motive, but trust I not his discression. Not with such thing so important. Think I he would not see as we do how important things as these can be, think I not, for all that he knows would he understand true the threat we face." Desmond shakes his head. "I will say no more on him. In part for Aimee, as I have promised her I will approach him with politeness. And to say more would be to dishonor that." He pauses and considers for a moment before he asks an old question. "Have you eaten? Slept? If not, then it is surely a good time for it, if you are here. It means that your immediate discussions with your kin have ended. No doubt there is much we will speak of in time, but I suspect you will need time to decide on the true path you wish to take. So too I will consider what you have told me.. and how I might aid you in it. In the now, however, more basic needs should be met."
Kesslan shakes his head slowly "No, eaten I have not." he replies finally "Sleep? No time no will. I feel not tired only... worn. My mind it does not let me rest when I try." he leans over to give Desmond another fond nuzzling "But yes, food at this time good it would be. A thing to distract me while I must wait, unable to do more than allready have I. Much have I prepared for them now that here they are. Soon they shall depart, they dare not stay long." Desmond nods and leans into the nuzzle, but soon after he does lean back from Kesslan, leaning down to start putting his boots back on. "Then at the least, I will aid you in sating hunger," he rumbles. "I have proper steaks at my abode.. I suspect they may linger in your own, thus better it might be for some time away, to be distracted. Allow your mind to settle. Perhaps that will allow you to secure some rest until they require you again," Deftly lacing the boots up as he muses these things aloud. "So too there are more personal matters to speak of.. concerns Aimee holds and that I share in part."
Kesslan nods, slowly standing as Desmond gets ready to depart "Yes, good this would be, and know I that for some time now ment you both to speak with me on these things, time it seems not has been uppon our side. But now while it is would good be." he agrees readily enough. Seeming a touch weary yet... not exactly sleepy, only worn. Desmond rises after he has his boots secured and shakes his head slightly. "Time is not a worry.. we have it and this immediate development is most important. Aimee knows this as do I." He goes to Kesslan again and lifts his arm, curling it once more over Kesslan's shoulder. "But we will speak more on these concerns after you have eaten and are comfortable. Come." And so he will look to draw Kesslan along without much delay.
Kesslan follows along quietly then, simply using the time to gather his thoughts, and by the time they arrive at Desmond's place the pantheran is looking considerably less... frazzled in stance than he was before. Though is apperance still retains that worn look, his bearing no longer carries quite the same touch to it. Indeed, it seems all he really needed was a slight change of pace for a while.
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Desmond is sans books to read today. Rather, he spends this weekend morning in thought. Sitting on one of the benches near the fountain, he has his legs crossed. He's taken off his boots to make for a more comfortable posture, his hands laid upon his knees as he gazes towards the ground steadily. His ears are perked, listening to the calming sound of the water behind him as it babbles away. Though his expression lingers in the realm of neutral, there is a subtle tension present within that lingers despite the calming environment.
Aimee is here purely to find him, her steps taking her through the park, past Moes, to here. She pauses, watching him for a moment with an odd expression on her face, before she smiles, moving forward. "Mon chat..." She calls softly, making her way to his side. "You look as if the thoughts are heavy in your head..."
The big male's eyes open fully when she speaks, his head lifted and turned towards her. It takes a moment for the soft haze of deep thought to leave Desmond's eyes, but as he blinks the state away his expression softens. Though the light tension remains as he lifts a hand towards her, inviting her to come closer. "Yes.. something of great significance has occurred. For Kesslan. I do not know what it will mean for him, but I am concerned."
She moves closer, leaning her body against his, her arms curling around his neck. She bends her head to drop a kiss against his cheek, her eyes thoughtful. "What happened? He isn't hurt?" The question is almost a whisper against his ear, she is leaning that closely. Her face, like her eyes, is thoughtful, contemplative.
Desmond curls that welcoming arm about her gently, his head given a slight shake after the kiss and question. His hand coming to a casual, comfortable rest upon the curve of her hip. "Some of his people have come. I was at the park, speaking to some others. He too came and.. it all happened quite suddenly. A portal opened and they came though on a hover vehicle." He pauses a moment to let her process this before he continues. "There was an elder with them. They spoke of being pursued by the Atorians. But they are here for a time. He went with them, for the elder to share words with him." He looks to her and clarifies his own thoughts, "This is not bad in and of itself. Perhaps very good, for he could have an easy means to tell his people of what there is to find here. Though what private words there are to speak.. I know not what they might share. I wonder what effect this will have for him and the burdens he willingly takes upon himself."
"His people? But I thought..." She trails off, her forehead wrinkling, the thoughtfulness driven out by confusion. "They came here, but did the At...what do you call them? Atorians? Did they follow?" She leans back enough to see his face, and to watch him. "It must be a shock for him,..."
"It was.. I have never seen him so taken by anything before," Desmond confides. "Despite that, he did address them with confidence when the first shock passed. As to the Atorians.. I know not if they will come through, but the portal closed before anything could emerge. There were.. insect creatures on the other end before it closed. The other end of the portal.. there was a rancid scent that came though. Perhaps it was his homeland. He has told me before that his home would be toxic to those such as well."
She shudders slightly, leaning back into him, her face hidden for a moment. "Poor mon minet. It must have been a shock for him, to have his past life arrive, ..." Her fingers stroke his neck idly, her face thoughtful once more. "Do you think he will leave with them?" There is an underlying trace of anxiety in those words, her eyes searching his face, perhaps for answers he does not have.
Desmond shakes his head slightly. "They have spoken of coming and going.. perhaps they have a steady means to travel worlds," he rumbles thoughtfully. "I don't believe that he will go with them.. especially if they can come and go. But I anticipate he will come to speak with me soon. So too the elder.. he has promised words in time. I will admit, I find the potential of speaking to such as they fascinating. The ways of his people.. they resonate with me, even though I have not lived by them. To learn more of such things.. it would be a favorable pursuit." Though he is quick to add, "MY roots are here, however.. I have no plans to travel unless you are at my side."
She nods slowly, listening to his words, digesting them slowly, her forehead wrinkled. "They might want you to return too?" She questions, drawing a little back from him, her eyes studying his face, before the lowered lashes conceal her thoughts. "What would they think of mon minet and I, and you?" This thought does show its troubling lines on her face, drawing eyebrows together.
"No.. but I did not wish you to mistake my interest in their ways," Desmond rumbles to her. "I do have a deep interest in his people.. in their ways. But it won't draw me from you. Perhaps I assumed much in that, but I would make myself clear to you." Then a pause to consider their situation. "I know not what they would think of you and I. Or Kesslan and yourself. What he and I share, it is accepted amongst their kind, as is the bonding of more than just two." His brow furrows as he notes, "So too I know not what they might think of the truth of my past.. my origins. I think that I might know better when there is a moment to speak with the elder. But even then.. I am hesitant to bring up such a thing. I do not wish to bring dishonor to Kesslan by association if such things are frowned upon. I think I will ask him of these things, for I know he at least is accepting."
She listens, her face thoughtful, but not revealing of those thoughts. "Perhaps it is better to know before we show ourselves to them. I would not have anything hurt mon minet, not for the world." She lifts a hand, to touch her fingertips against his cheek gently. "Wait, and don't borrow the trouble, mon chat. You are worrying over things that might not be." She hesitates, her forehead wrinkling slightly. "We all do that."
Desmond tilts his head into the touch, his eyes half closing as he rumbles, "I cannot but worry for him. Perhaps you know it not, but he thinks more towards other than himself. A favorable thing to a point, but I believe it takes it to the extreme. Previously I read some books on massage. A skill I had hoped to cultivate for you and for him, to provide ease. I did practice the skill upon him, as mastering the application of force is safer with him.. I did cause him some discomfort before getting a proper handle on it. He had great tension within him.. tension that he thought natural. This, along with talks we have had, build my concern for him and his well being."
Her thumb brushes against his cheek, her mouth curving slightly. "Massage, huh..." She murmurs, her gaze affectionate, before she drops a light kiss against his mouth. "I think, you are right but perhaps, mon chat, wait for him to call us. If his friends, they don't think what we do is right...?" She gives him a look of some anxiety, biting her lower lip. "What then? For the greater good, would he not give us up?"
Desmond receives and returns on the kiss lightly, his other arm lifting, slipping around her waist as he pivots his upper body to face Aimee, considering her words quietly. "I am waiting.. I wish to speak to Kesslan first. To know what they have told him.. what he thinks and intends after this. To decide then what to do." He cants his head slightly then and rumbles, "I would not care for their thoughts on this in the end, if they would condemn. He.. I know not. But i sense that for 'greater good' he would sacrifice of himself. Including the bond we hold. It seems his nature.. that he believes it is his lot to suffer for the greater. Despite my words to the contrary on this. It is another reason that I hold great concern for him.. wish to give to him what happiness I can."
She nudges at his legs, aiming to stand between them, closer to him, face to face. "I know you are, he would give up anything for people." She sighs softly, "Stupid cat." Those two words are soft, rueful, matching her eyes. "When he is done talking, we will be there for him, and do as he needs." She tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, green eyes watching him through her lashes.
Desmond adjusts his posture as Aimee seems to desire, the posture shifting to one more natural, his arms wrapping her lower back anew as he gazes into her eyes. "Bound by his honor.. favorable, though how much he would sacrifice.." He shakes his head slightly. "He takes on more than he should. Looks too easily to ways that harm him." He dips his head, turned to lay it against her breast lightly. "If I speak to him before you, I will come to you with what I may.. he and the others went to speak of private things. Kesslan sought to include me, but it was denied. Though I would hide nothing from you, if there is something Kesslan wishes me to keep discreet, I hope you will understand if I do. Though as he spoke for me, so too will I speak for your right to know."
Aimee runs her fingers lightly across his head, stroking, soothingly. "Of course. I understand, mon chat. Sometimes there are things you cannot tell anyone." She shrugs lightly, "Sometimes for their own good..." She murmurs the words, pressing lips against the top of his head, a gentle gesture. She leans her body into his, the movement somehow more tender than sexual, comforting rather than teasing.
Desmond seems to take it as it is given, quiet for a few moments after her words. His thoughts rolling to something new. She might get a sense from him that some quiet thing works against the calming touch she gives. The big male finally decides that this need be said. "Aimee.. there is something else to share." But even then he takes a moment to decide how to phrase things. "Before the arrival, Kelley and a woman, Monique were there. It seems that he has turned his affections towards her. I know not what has fallen between you two since the times before, but I think it proper that you know this.. and likely you would have discovered it in time. So too he knows of our coming union, though I had thought to take care in revealing such things to him.. to adhere to avoid seeming boastful. The reveal of it was unintentional, but as he asked after, I answered what questions he had carefully." He keeps his posture as it is as he speaks, an ear perked for her response.
She listens, still in his arms as he speaks. Her fingers pause during his comments but she resumes stroking gently, silent for a few moments before she replies. "I thought perhaps he would find someone quickly. I am glad for him." She draws back, a smile on her lips as her hands hold his face in her hands, bending her head to drop a kiss on his lips. "And I have these wonderful men in my life. Mon chat, mon minet. Why would I be upset?" She shrugs lightly, her eyes studying him. "And he had to hear. If he has someone new, it shouldn't upset him."
Desmond lifts his head when she moves back, looking to her eyes as she cups his head. Some concern at first, but it fades as she speaks, the kiss again returned gently. He nods his head slightly, so has not to break the light contact. "I know not his thoughts.. he asked an odd question of me before the coming of Kesslan's people, but otherwise it was hard to read him. More concerned for you I was than for he. I still hold the same feelings towards him as before, but I am polite to him, for you."
She rubs her thumbs gently over his cheeks, her eyes studying his face, thoughtfully. "An odd question? What was it?" Softly, her forehead wrinkling slightly. "I think, he and I can't be friends. I can't be comfortable with him, not in a way I can with a friend. He doesn't see me, not as I am." Regret in her voice.
"He asked 'How I do it'. I asked him what he meant, but before a response could come, Kesslan's people came," Desmond rumbles, his thoughts rolling back to the strange question, which has escaped his grasp somehow. And to her other words he states, "That then is his folly, for who you are is a wondrous thing. Perilous and wondrous." Those words spoken with a fond warmth in his deep voice, not a flicker of insult meant by the odd characterization. "But I feel I can understand that this is true now.. he spoke of you as random. But that is not true.. you are tempestuous, but in the way of fire.. at times unpredictable, but understandable." The ease with which he comes up with these thoughts and largish words, it might be obvious he has considered these things before.
"How do you do what, mon chat?" Her face holds confusion, "I think he needs something softer, a little kinder." She smiles at him then, softness in her face, "Than your flame." She leans into him, wrapping her arms around his neck, hugging tightly. "He doesn't understand, if you put your hands over a flame, to keep it safely, you smother it and it dies." She hides her face against Desmond's neck, her hair tickling against him.
Desmond shakes his head slightly. "I know not what h meant.. I thought perhaps you might fathom his aims, but I suppose it shall remain a mystery." Then he adds, "Monique seems to be just as you believe he needs. She is quiet and softer. And very kind. I spoke to her of my thoughts towards Kelley and she accepted it without reproach." As she leans into him, he lifts one hand to stroke his fingers through her curls, giving a nod as he rumbles, "It is just so.. you must be held gently, with care. Allowed to grow and change. Tended with care and respected. All things I have had to learn and knowledge I treasure."
She lifts her shoulders slightly, leaning into the touch, tilting her head into his stroking. With Desmond sat on one of the benches beside the fountain, and she stood between his legs, leaning into him, her hands against his face. "I don't know, I think perhaps he and I did never understand each other." She bends her head, dropping a light kiss against his lips. "We both need our freedoms, mon chat." Softly spoken, with affection.
Having finally found a moment to himself since the entirely unexpected arrival of the other pantherans, Kesslan has come to the museum. The others left to their own devices for the time being to make what preperations they feel they need. Perhaps a few even now exploring the sights of this museum. Kesslan simply decided he needed a moment to get away from it all to get his head straight and thus he's come here to the garden, his head still swimming a little at the implications of everything. He's not even had a moment's rest yet to even begin to consider what those implications could be, and thus, in this mildly agitated and distracted state, he doesnt even notice the presence of Aimee or Desmond. At least not yet.
"And we have them with each other, even if there are times of conflict," Desmond replies to Aimee lowly. The latest kiss received with the same welcome. "It seems that what has come before has seen full circle and closure.." Whatever it is that alerts Desmond to Kesslan's presence, it comes to him then. His head turned within the frame of Aimee's hands, looking towards the entrance as Kesslan moves away from it, some moments after his actual entry. His expression firming slightly from the soft, warm relaxation he often comes to in Aimee's presence. he will lift his head gently from her touch, but will keep his arms around her as he lifts his voice. "Kesslan." Greeting him with a note of his prior concern leaking back into his voice.
She steps back, turning to face the newly arrived feline, "Mon minet?" She questions softly, her eyes moving over him, almost automatically checking him for physical harm done. "Do you want Desmond alone?" The offer is made, softly, without resentment. Her fingers still stroke lightly against Desmond's neck, gently caressing. "If you two wish to talk..." Leaning her hip against Desmond's side, she watches Kesslan.
For the first little while Kesslan doesnt respond, he'd not exactly expected to find either Desmond or Aimee here, and he's lost in a confused jumble of thoughts. Throw in the fact that for the first time in ages he'd gone back to using his native language on a regular basis, and his mind doesnt quite catch, nor intially translate the words spoken. It's something he generally has to think about at least just a little, and in his highly distracted state, simply isnt capable of doing.
All of which explains why he suddenly blinks a little and looks over a little dumbly at Desmond and Aimee, his mind still in the process of registering their presence. "Sorry... is well?" he asks, sounding even as distracted as he looks, and failing to answer the question posed.
Desmond frowns slightly and rises then with Aimee drawn back, to approach Kesslan directly. Though before he does so he looks to Aimee and places a hand on her shoulder. A soft grip that might speak 'stay' in a mute manner. "I am well, but you do not seem so. Come.. sit." Inviting even as he will extend a hand to take Kesslan's. He doesn't expect to find any fight against the touch, nor his intent to draw Kesslan towards the quiet, calming sound of the fountain. For the moment, he will focus on giving Kesslan some comfort, some grounding in their presence, perhaps. The touch, the invitation amongst the two, where they were settled before. He's taken his boots off before to make himself more comfortable, they linger still near the bench.
She obeys that mute request, but hangs back, perching in his seat on the bench, her legs drawn up to be hugged, for her chin to rest on whilst she watches them with worried eyes. Her eyes follow each small movement of both men, tracing their expressions and gestures with thoughts hidden in her eyes, the lashes used to good effect. Kesslan still seems a little out of sorts, but he goes along away, for the sight of Aimee and Desmond is indeed a welcome one, he's just... well. Not himself quite this moment obviously. Distracted still and relatively lost in thought. Still, he does lean over to give Aimee a fond if sitll somewhat detatched nuzzling first. "Just.. that only not true ever belive thing this as could happen." he sasys in lame and poorly worded explanation.
Desmond seems to understand and responds, "So too did I not think such a thing could occur.. that they would find their way here." Just the thought of it leads a flurry of questions to rise up in his mind. Yet in the immediate he keeps them leashed, if not banishing the sharpening of curiosity in his eyes. His intent is for Kesslan to sit where he can be between Aimee and himself. Either way, he will assume, "Many words have been shared, no doubt.. have you eaten? Rested?"
Aimee reaches out a hand, uncurling to offer to draw him down to sit with her, "Of course, how could you know?" She replies softly, her hand outstretched, welcomingly. Her face is softened, sympathetic, understanding, her own fears and worries pushed aside. "None of us could."
"It.. means much." Kesslan says softly, ignoring for the time the quesiton of if he'd had time to rest or eat. "Truth that is much importance in this as even elder see. He is of the spirit touched, mean then that perhaps way back they could find if safe return have he. If this then done, much easier is task, much good for pantheran this will do." he looks to Aimee and then Desmond then, "Much this will change."
Desmond nods his head once and rumbles, "So too I had considered.. they spoke of going and returning. If such is truth, your mission seems to have become an easier thing.. all there would be then is to gather for them to pick up and use, yes? Or better yet, others could come to scour for what is needed. I know not of what lies at the far corners of this world, but many a fanciful story I have heard in passing. I given them no credence in the details, but who can say what else is to be found out there?"
She listens to his words, her gaze resting on his face, before moving to Desmond's, uncertainly. Then, she rises from the seat, a decision made, her face firming in expression as she moves closer to Kesslan, first reaching to touch him lightly with her hand, and then, if he allows, curling arms around him to hug tightly.
She listens to his words, her gaze resting on his face, before moving to Desmond's, uncertainly. Then, she moves in the seat, a decision made, her face firming in expression as she moves closer to Kesslan, first reaching to touch him lightly with her hand, and then, if he allows, curling arms around him to hug tightly.
The touch and embrace are not resisted, merely leaned into slightly. Beyond this there is not much in the way of a response. The pantheran still seeming rather out of it, certainly having an obviously hard time coping with what this all heralds, not just for himself, but for his people. A chance certainly, a better one definately than he alone could have accomplished. He remains there quietly for a few mimnets before one arm moves to embrace Aimee, while the other offers the same treatment to Desmond. "It is the elders decision that for the time, here must I stay. Plan they to return with more, to seek more. And wish they that I find more for them to return with. Such was plan to follow when begun this we did, yet seems it, that I am only one of all sent away to contact again."
Desmond returns the touch, one of his arms moving to drape over Kesslan's shoulders. Listening to his words carefully, seeking to understand past the still developing roughness of his speech. "I am quite glad you will remain, the possibility that you might depart was something I considered. What you say.. they did plan to seek those who were sent out as you were?" And while he does pay a good deal of attention to Kesslan as he responds, so too do his eyes flick towards Aimee from time to time, taking in her own reactions and words.
Aimee does nothing but snuggle against Kesslan, beneath his arm, her own going to circle his waist, her cheek against his chest. "You are staying?" Her voice is soft, "I was afraid you would leave us." Her face is hidden from Kesslan, but Desmond can see the truth written in it, her eyes shining green with tears. "They plan to bring more?" Confusion rises and she blinks the tears away, sitting back.
"Go would I if they willed, but return would I." Kesslan says firmly to Aimee's concerns. "Go in future perhaps for a while must I some day." he turns to look at her, not feeling quite so overwhelmed now, or perhaps simply his mind, given focus once more, is simply shoving everything asside for the time being so that he can give more intelligible answers. "If can yes, some return shall. Desire is to make place this contact for other, explain did I this world lead to many other, lead to much other thing, have many clan, many thing. Others come will if can to do looking for these things." a pause then "War there was when left, but it was war between pantheran. Make look to Atorian that co-operate we were. Much change now, now all Pantheran fight Atorian. War such as not before been now is. Much fight, much death. Much disadvantage to Pantheran. Others from the starts come to help Pantheran fight. Pantheran will need more to help continue fight or fail will and world will burn under Atorian weapons."
Desmond listens to Kesslan's words, the talk of departure and return met with simple agreement for now. The rest drawn in with a different sort of attention. War.. this he knows to a point. "If there is disadvantage, then it is important that what is needed be found here. And that you do what you must to aid your kin in their struggle to survive." His hand shifts, gripping Kesslan's armored shoulder firmly. "We will be here should a time come that you must depart, as I told you before.. and you will always have a place with us, no matter what comes for you or for we two."
"I'm glad you would come back to us..." She returns the look, steadily, no sign of the tears, brushed aside. "What type of help?" She questions softly, before Desmond speaks, and she falls silent, leaning back into Kesslan's embrace for a moment before she pulls back, looking between the felines. "I think, me, that you two should talk. Desmond knows my thoughts, and sometimes you speak more freely about your feelings to him." She tilts her head back, offering him a kiss, her eyes warm but gentle.
Kesslan sighs softly "What ever pantheran can get, is need for." he says simply, leaning over to give Aimee that desired 'kiss' as best he can, and as allways there's that slight lick on her lips with his tongue as well. "Much they will need in time ahead, but think I spirit on side of Pantheran, for spirits help them find way here. Spirits answer plea from one who cannot hear words of spirits. Change everything this will for Pantheran, but as allways, pantheran adapt will."
Desmond lifts his other hand to extend it out and gently touch her shoulder as she indicates her departure to come. "Be well, My Flame. Perhaps we shall come to spend some time soon." He glances towards Kesslan at that, a light question in his eyes at that. And after she has gone, he looks to Kesslan and muses, "I have no doubt your people will adapt.. but I wonder what this changes for you in the now. You stay in the now, that much you have said. But what else comes for you? What did the elder have to share with you?" His curiosity bubbling over just a bit.
There is a pause then, a hesitance from Kesslan to answer that question... and yet it's one he does not like. "There are things Desmond, of which can I not tell others. Of these, oaths demanded and sworn were. Such choices are not of mine to make. Trust Aimee and Desmond with these things would I, but others do not. Not is my place to question these things of an Elder, for much pantherans have suffered at hands of those once trusted." He says at last "Of what can tell, the war is waged in open now. As one the clans fight, as one they rebel. But much help needed is. Help comes from the outside, but slow is. This why is most important for them to return soon, to bring with them what have found I, and what more can get they before go. Dangerous this be will for them, but all understand what must be done. All understand risk that is."
Desmond lifts his other hand to place his hand against Kesslan's chest, rumbling, "I expected this much. And so too I have told Aimee that there might be things that you tell me that I may not tell her. She too understands what must be in this." He cants his head slightly before clarifying, "You did not answer just what I asked. I understand the war that exists now. But what I wonder about is what this all means for you alone. Though I would understand if you are not yet sure what to make of it on a personal level."
"There is not that I would tell you, that would I not too tell Aimee. As what would affect you, in turn would affect her." The pantheran says firmly "Of myself, orders have I yes, but in end, change not they what would do have would before, only more... purpose in this have now. More reason. More hope. WIsh they I become important uppon this world, yet think I this is not a thing possible." he explains. "Yet know I that there is much one even such as I could do to aid others of my kind... much knowledge is there to be had even in this one place of this world. " a brief pause "It time is think I, that start learn I to read your language, so that explain may I write of how to read of your language, and then, when more come, could I give these things to them, and return could they to Seriv with not only what written have I, but too what others of this world have written. So that knowledge that even I not undestand could they in time have, and in turn open way for Pantheran to easier trade do with this world."
Desmond nods his head slowly as he processes this information. "Yes.. this is a favorable path. Much is the knowledge to be found in books. To let them learn the ways of reading and writing here will allow much knowledge to be known.. some of the learned ones of your people could come to explore the library here as well. Many are the books within.. surely some would have information that is of use. As to importance.. there are many ways to be so here. What you require are means to obtain weapons.. armor and other such things, yes?"
"More than simply this Desmond. Trade alone can aquire these things." Kesslan points out. "Much it would help yes to aid in these things getting, but information. This is key to all. Way to for Pantheran easy make of these things for self. Way to for Pantheran improve own thing. Way for pantheran to make trade on big many things with others. But find must they those who not will lie, those who are honourable instead must be found. This thing is think I could do."
"And I would aid in this as well," Desmond offers without hesitation. "Though know I few of learning who are known well enough to be to be trustworthy. There is Kelley, who seems learned. But.. I do not trust him. Cali, perhaps.. she knows much of things mechanical. I trust her and consider her a good friend, yet.. she is free with her words, often. Too free for information that you wish to be fully secure."
Kesslan nods "Truth in this yes. But of these things much there is that secret there need be not. Truth that if Atorian find this world and what do I would, would they attempt stop. But of others? Think I not as much, and if Atorian this world find, much more trouble be there will as Atorian would seek to claim this world for their own. And of this then would all turn to be enemy." he points out "Thus fear I not that if word go that seek I these things for other world. Enemies and friend alike it would draw, inevitable this is."
Desmond muses that for a few moments before he opines, "If the Atorians sought to take this world, they might find it a difficult thing," he rumbles. "But I would think it better that such a thing not be tested, for much chaos would be sewn in the process." He muses this quietly for a few moments. "I am not sure what help I could offer in this. Little do I know of learned matters, truth be told."
"Yet this world you know better than I. Know more of who one can trust, who one cannot. Know you where may I go to seek these things yes? Allready say you speak of Caliopa, had I known her not allready, then know not would I to seek her." Kesslan says softly, leaning over to nuzzle Desmond reassuringly. "Much there is you can do that think you not of yet. As it was with I."
Desmond nods his head once to that. "Truth be told, I know not too many.. though some, yes. But so too I could offer what insights I have as to the ways of humans. That much I can do." He returns the nuzzle gently and considers. "Kelley seems to have great interest in your people. no doubt it would be easy to garner learning of some sort from him. Though still I do not give him great trust. Of course, it might be my own dislike of him that speaks in this.. you might ask others on this, to gain a more balanced picture. There is Cali, yes.." He pauses, frowning faintly. "I am not sure of others at this moment. But Aimee may know. This we can discuss with her as well."
"Truth, Kelley could be sought in some things, but wary I would be of such a thing. I do not allways mistrust his motive, but trust I not his discression. Not with such thing so important. Think I he would not see as we do how important things as these can be, think I not, for all that he knows would he understand true the threat we face." Desmond shakes his head. "I will say no more on him. In part for Aimee, as I have promised her I will approach him with politeness. And to say more would be to dishonor that." He pauses and considers for a moment before he asks an old question. "Have you eaten? Slept? If not, then it is surely a good time for it, if you are here. It means that your immediate discussions with your kin have ended. No doubt there is much we will speak of in time, but I suspect you will need time to decide on the true path you wish to take. So too I will consider what you have told me.. and how I might aid you in it. In the now, however, more basic needs should be met."
Kesslan shakes his head slowly "No, eaten I have not." he replies finally "Sleep? No time no will. I feel not tired only... worn. My mind it does not let me rest when I try." he leans over to give Desmond another fond nuzzling "But yes, food at this time good it would be. A thing to distract me while I must wait, unable to do more than allready have I. Much have I prepared for them now that here they are. Soon they shall depart, they dare not stay long." Desmond nods and leans into the nuzzle, but soon after he does lean back from Kesslan, leaning down to start putting his boots back on. "Then at the least, I will aid you in sating hunger," he rumbles. "I have proper steaks at my abode.. I suspect they may linger in your own, thus better it might be for some time away, to be distracted. Allow your mind to settle. Perhaps that will allow you to secure some rest until they require you again," Deftly lacing the boots up as he muses these things aloud. "So too there are more personal matters to speak of.. concerns Aimee holds and that I share in part."
Kesslan nods, slowly standing as Desmond gets ready to depart "Yes, good this would be, and know I that for some time now ment you both to speak with me on these things, time it seems not has been uppon our side. But now while it is would good be." he agrees readily enough. Seeming a touch weary yet... not exactly sleepy, only worn. Desmond rises after he has his boots secured and shakes his head slightly. "Time is not a worry.. we have it and this immediate development is most important. Aimee knows this as do I." He goes to Kesslan again and lifts his arm, curling it once more over Kesslan's shoulder. "But we will speak more on these concerns after you have eaten and are comfortable. Come." And so he will look to draw Kesslan along without much delay.
Kesslan follows along quietly then, simply using the time to gather his thoughts, and by the time they arrive at Desmond's place the pantheran is looking considerably less... frazzled in stance than he was before. Though is apperance still retains that worn look, his bearing no longer carries quite the same touch to it. Indeed, it seems all he really needed was a slight change of pace for a while.
<<Later at Des' place>>
"Make yourself comfortable, Kesslan. I will start some steaks.. three? More?" Desmond pauses to glance back towards Kesslan after having moved halfway across the main room, delivering that question. Paused as he is, he shoulders off his jacket, casually tossing it towards the back of the couch. As well nudging off his boots to see to his own comfort as he awaits Kess' response to the query.
Kesslan enters, and as usual sets about to removing his armor, weapons, boots.. all the cumbersome things and neatly piling them up near the door. "Three would suffice thank you Desmond." he says in response, pausing as he removes the armored chestplate to carefully set it asside. "My hunger is not such that as humans say, a whole horse I could eat."
Desmond nods to the response, musing the saying as he turns to enter into the kitchen space. "Three it shall be, and two for me," he states aloud. Gathering a wide pan that is properly oiled, the fire started low as he turns to gather steaks from his freezer. Many he has within there, to sate his own carnivorous urges. The first pair are laid upon the pan and he speaks, deep voice lifted to carry. "What else need you? Perhaps you might enjoy some of the blood drink you enjoy.. I have none, but if you wished to get some, it could be prepared here."
Kesslan shakes his head at that, even though Desmond would not likely see the motion as he's still buisy removing his equipment. "Water will do, much thanks to you." he says finally rounding the corner of the kitchenette now that he's got most of his stuff off, leaving him in just his standard jumpsuit, but even that is laiden down with various things in the pockets. "I am a person of simple tastes as ever."
Desmond nods his head once, looking over to Kesslan as he lets the meat start to cook, not yet needing most of his attention. "This is good, though I would think now is a time for pleasant foods that bring ease. I have found that some give a sense of.. peace." He considers this idly. "But in the now, meat and water shall sustain us both." He considers for a moment before he wonders, "Did the elder speak of me?"
Kesslan shakes his head "No, did not he. Concerned instead is he on some thing that understand I not fully. There is... more they tell me not. Refuse even to mention that they consider of great importance to having found me. More than the..." he pauses "Simple chance of such a thing. I am uncertain as to why, and I am told, it is not a thing for me to yet know."
Desmond frowns slightly as he considers this. "Something of significance, perhaps.." Though just what.. he seems unable to think of a reason or source of that significance. Instead he looks to the meat again, inspecting both portions of it as they heat. "It makes me wonder if this unspoken thing is good or bad. Did you get a sense of that from them?" He looks up to Kesslan then. "At times tone can speak towards this, though not always." He takes up a spatula to attend to the meat carefully, his attention drifting back towards it.
"Of this yes, I know. Our language is very... very using of such things. The way one says a thing can make it a compliment, respectful, a statement, or even insult, yet the words they stay the same." Kesslan explains "To say a thing incorrectly, much trouble can it lead to. More understanding of course there is when outsider it would be." a pause then before he adresses the question itself "Of what it is, I know not. Important? Yes, very much. But bad? I think not, there was a reason Desmond, that I and the others selected we were. A reason I am unkowning of and I think this is of waht it is that they consider too important about what happened has."
Desmond muses this as the meat cooks. As the first pair are finished, he slips them onto a plate brought out earlier. "Perhaps there is more that is special about you than you know," Desmond opines as he takes up the plate and offers it to Kesslan. "More will be done soon. On this you can begin." A pause as he adds, "Why they selected you and yours, even though you think your self not touched by the spirits." The big make thoughtful as he turns to begin the final three steaks, just enough room for them all.
Kesslan takes one of the offered steaks, deciding to start off slowly. Allready biting into it as Desmond muses aloud about the reasons for the secrecy and everything else that has lead up to this moment. A thing Kesslan has no real further insight uppon, leading Kesslan to too wonder further uppon this matter. "Proof at least there is that the spirits listen to the things I ask. Guidance I sought, I begged even for. Hope of this ever being true did I no longer have, yet... still I asked. Still true to the ways of our people for a thousand generations did I stay." a briefer pause this time "And in this time, there was an answer. Though I hear not their words, they heard mine."
Desmond considers the words shared on this as he tends to the steaks. "Yes.. even with the distance, you have remained true. It speaks deeply for holding to what is at the core of one, despite the odds.. despite the trials." he looks to Kesslan for a moment as he considers these things. "Though one might think these events to be their words, in a way. Spoken through action, which is said to be louder than words by many. All very curious indeed. More so these things they would not say. In that, time shall tell, perhaps."
"Perhaps. But I can see no reason save that the sprits themselves did listen. And on this world, mine would be one of the few heard perhaps, certainly the only of my people. Perhaps that simply made it clearer to them than it would be otherwise. Know I that many others do not share my beliefs, or share similar, but again.. they are not of our people." another pause then as he makes short work of a good half of the first steak before continuing "Chance many would say, but not I."
Desmond shakes his head slightly. "This is an area I know little of. Not even when it comes to Aimee's thoughts on spirit powers and such. Catholic, the religion she follows." There is a space of quiet before he looks to Kesslan and wonders, "Do you think that the elder of your people would speak to me on the ways of your people. I admit, I am curious.. I know you did not learn deeply of them because of your path. Indeed, I would not mind learning more of it with you, should the opportunity present. I am not one for such things, but.. perhaps I might see some use for such things in learning more."
Kesslan there is a long pause from Kesslan then as he considers "The elder and the rest, they may not stay long on this world." he says at long last pausing in his eating as he thinks the whole thing through, along with considering how much he could be allowed to say to Desmond. But in the end he sees no harm in adding "There is one of their number that is to stay behind."
Desmond arches a brow slightly as he looks to Kesslan. "I knew they were to leave soon.. I did not know how long or that one would linger." Thoughtful as he muses this. "I will not ask why. In the end, if I am able to know and it matters, I know you will speak. Though this one too could teach, perhaps.. if he is of a mind to accommodate such things. Nor do I mind waiting for another visit. So too I have considered learning your language.. to speak and to write it, as you hare learning to ways of this place."
Kesslan nods "Perhaps then each other we could teach yes? Learn you to write in mine, learn I to write in yours. Learn you to speak as well. Difficult it will be think It for you to learn full our language. You do not see as we do think I, or least, know I many of this world, see not as I do. For this place I work, this 'Electric Joy'. Many see darkness where see I glare of many lights."
Desmond considers and shakes his head slightly. "I know not what that would mean.. not see as you do. But I would learn what I can," he rumbles, looking to the cooking meat again. Nearly done, he pulls down a plate. "I will learn what I can. It seems a proper path to take to better understand your people. Better yet if I too am to deal with those of your people in aiding your mission. Easier it is to speak to them as you do, to read their writings if I need to. It will take time, but time we have, I suspect."
Kesslan considers that response, finishing off hte first piece of steak as he does so a he tries to figgure out how to word it differently for Desmond's benifit. "When you go into palce such as Electric Joy. While open it is. See you darkness with some lights? Or see you much light? See it you as I do that the entire place, it hurts the eyes if one does not protection wear?"
Desmond looks to Kesslan as he places the three portions of steak on the new plate, considering his question. "I do not need protection for my eyes.. It is not so dark to me, but my eyes see with less light than is needed by humans. But it is not so bright as to harm me." He lays the pan in the sink and sees that it soaks before he picks up the plate and approaches. Selecting the largest of the three to shift it to Kesslan's plate. "You see more light there than I see, I suppose.. but that does not surprise me. Your eyes are very different from my own in appearance."
Kesslan nods "Then you are much like the humans I would guess." he considers the question even longer before he gets another idea. "You draw and well, or better than can I. Draw me one of the symbols you see here." he says indicating the ear studs he allways wears. "This think I will more point make."
Desmond cants his head slightly and nods once. He only lingers a moment before he lays his plate on the counter to get his sketchpad. Kept on the bookshelf near the door, he plucks it and a pencil from a small pile that is kept with it. Returning he will lay the pad on the counter, then lean in to inspect one of the ear studs carefully. Picking out a relatively simple symbol. Better to make sure that he does it right the first time. After a few moments of study, he will carefully sketch what he sees, the movements of his pencil far more confident now, the result a neat replication of the symbol he has studied.
Kesslan waits untill Desmond is done, doing his best to keep himself, and the ear in question still as he makes short work of the second piece of steak. He retains this pose untill Desmond is done, only then turning to look at his handy work and a flick of an ear seems to confirm his suspicions. "Close yes, not quite same. First time this is in true that I think of this thing to try, but show it now what long now have I thought." he takes out a pen from one of his pouches, making a few more markings "These lines, they complete the symbol, meaning is still wrong in colour but close it is as can be without ink proper."
Desmond frowns slightly as Kesslan shows what he means. "Then.. there is ink you use that I cannot see." A statement as he takes up his plate again. "Then.. I wonder how I might be able to see this strange ink. Know you if there is a way for this to be done? If not.. I would not be able to lean to read the writing of your people." And after he will start to tear into his own steak firmly, musing as he eats.
Kesslan shakes his head "No, I do nto know of these things. But perhaps one of the others the answer has. He is... not of our kind, but knows it seems of some of our ways." he says at last. "The other who arrvied with them. He is of their clan, of such a thing before I have never heard."
Desmond nods his head once to that and accepts it for now. "Then later we shall see what can be done for this.. but still I can attempt to learn to speak your words." He will then spend some time tending to his food, but it will be obvious enough this is just a delay before more is said. As he finishes the first, he pauses, lightly licking his fingertips briefly before he poses a new quandary. "Aimee did ask me a valid question. She wonders what your people would think of mine and your bond to Aimee. Though she is not Atorian, she is similar... as humans are. She is concerned that they might not take well to this. And, considering it, so too am I concerned. Likely it will not matter so much for me.. I am not of their kin. But you.. it could be troublesome."
"Were it properly explained, and it soon shall be, think I, realize they will that Aimee is not of their kind. In truth, when one look close does, differences there are between both. Accepted allready those similar to Atorian, yet not have my people. Reluctant they are to this do, truth. Yet turn them away do they not." KEsslan says with hardly a pause to think it through. "Spoken some with the others have I, much changed has. On her merits and uppon my word of honor they accept you both would."
Desmond nods his head once, accepting the assurance with a notable tinge of relief as he starts through his second steak steadily Interrupted to speak. "I am glad for this. So too will Aimee be. I know she wishes to bring no trouble. That this will not be will please her a great deal. I am, in a way, concerned that my own.. origins might alter their view of me, but such a thing I can stand. Though I have no plans to reveal the details of my past to them. At least, not yet."
"One cannot control where come from they Desmond. One can only do what one chooses and can choose. Your birth is a thing one cannot control, so too early years of yours. That your kind is mislead as I was by others, is not a thing that fault of yours is. Accepted I was, accepted thus, shall you be." Kesslan says in way of reassurance, finishing off the second steak then, and pausing to drink before taking a third piece for his plate. "Fully accepted perhaps you would not be, but acceptance you would find still."
Desmond nods his head, mutely finishing his second, the thoughtful haze in which he eats leading him to take in the meat at a steady pace until it is no more. He blinks and glances down at the empty plate before he places it into the soaking pan to do the same. "Your words hold wisdom.. but still, I am cautious. In many ways, I could be thought an unnatural creature. It bothers me not.. I have accepted what was. Others.. I am not always so sure that they will meet such knowledge with welcome."
Kesslan nods "Never have you full explained where you come from Desmond, nor do I ask. For in the end, it is not a thing that matters. I understand what you are in part, if not whole. Trust that as I judge you not poorly for these things, so too would not my people. It is not our way to do such a thing, you are not of our world and we are a young and ignorant race. Of this we know all too wel."
"I was created.. I know not the details, but.. I am a change in what is natural. Of feline animals on this world," Desmond clarifies. "Given form and intellect. Bred to fight and kill for the Coalition." His expression firms as he clarifies this. "It is not a past I find pride in.. in part because I was a party to this.. ignorant of what else there was to know. There are no excuses for it. I would tell you this because of the trust we share. I know you would judge me by actions and not by what came before. I hope that those of your people will do the same, as you believe."
Kesslan nods "And know you then that the Atorians slew my parents? That in truth my father lived yet I did not find out for many a year. Raised I was by they, to be a soldier for their empire. To be a tool of their opression. Of what hear I of this 'Coalition States' the Atorians are little better, and much stronger are they." the pantheran points out pausing to bite into third, and for him final steak. "This was not a thing I found untill my father I almost killed by chance. And in turn was almost killed by his guardian to whom he later bonded with as a partner. She was of another clan, and this clan as was their right claimed me as a warrior to their ranks, and they in turn gave me to the Grand Council to serve it, and they to this world did they send me."
Desmond nods. "Some of this you did tell me. I would not compare my experience to yours.. in many ways I have weathered less than you have. I only wished to be certain that you know my truth.. it seemed right to be certain there was no shadow veiling it." He steps over to Kesslan and lays a hand on his shoulder. Moving around behind to place his other on the opposing shoulder. "But.. I think we have spoken enough this day. Or for this moment. Much of my concern is relaxed. And yet I would anticipate you are not." Indeed, he will lightly dig his fingers into Kesslan's shoulders, testing with his slow developing skill to see what tenseness in there.
There is supprisingly little tension to Kesslan's shoulders this day, oh certian there is some, there is -allways- some. Yet there is not as much as in most cases there would be. For today however he is too worn, too physically tired even as his mind continues to race. Yet even there that has begun to slow. Noen the less Kesslan leans into the touch, leans into Desmond with a soft sigh. "Still, thank you for what support you offer, it helps more than perhaps realize you do."
"If such is true, then I am glad," Desmond rumbles. "So too I am pleased there is not so much tension in your muscles. Still.. I have no doubt that further practice would help you to relax.. perhaps even to sleep for a short time. If you would allow it, of course. I can see that you are awake at whatever time you might desire. Then you could meet your kin with some greater ease than you hold now." He shifts his hands, the pads of his thumbs firmly worked into the base of his neck. "What say you, Kesslan?"
Kesslan leans his head forward against Desmond's chest, his eyes closing and letting out a soft rumble, allready some of the little tension that is there goes away. "Indeed, a good idea this thing it would be." he says softly. "Truth that rest would I need, and my place it is currently occupied by the others, no less could I offer but to let them stay and rest."
Desmond relaxes his fingers, hands slipping away, one dipped to take one of Kesslan's. "Come, then. Here you can rest with me. I will help you to relax, then to rest." A light tug on the link of hands to draw Kesslan back towards the bedroom. "For a time, your burdens can be abandoned and your thoughts can turn to nothing more than stillness and repose." And such will be the goal of their time together, the big male focusing on relaxing Kesslan and allowing him to rest.
Kesslan follows along, willingly as allways, and certainly far too tired to protest on this day. And of course, he's as yet never had a reason to ever deny such desires of Desmond, for he enjoys their time togeather, evne as he will this night simple as it may be. And short in a way, for it will not take the pantheran long to finally fall asleep once he's laying down this time.ags:aimee, desmond, kesslan
